Tuesday, September 15, 2015
THE MADHOUSE STEALS KRISTIN DEARBORN
This week in the MADHOUSE, I'm hanging out with one of my favorite horror gal pals, Kristin Dearborn.When she told me that she had another book on the horizon, I knew I had to interview her to get the scoop. Check out the blurb for STOLEN AWAY below, along with a short Q&A about the book and her writing process. Plus, I think there's something in there about prostitutes and Skunk Apes...
Trisha doesn’t have much going for her, but she is a good mother. That’s what she’s always told herself, anyway. She wakes in the middle of the night to hear her infant son has been taken. Her daughter, who saw the kidnapping, tearfully tells her a monster took him. Her ex-boyfriend Joel owes the Russian Mafia a million dollars, but that’s nothing compared to the trouble Trisha’s got herself into. Searching for her son, Trisha and Joel won’t let gangsters, demons, or Joel’s overbearing mother stop them.
Trisha and Joel are forced to confront demons along the way, and not all of them are the literal kind. Not everyone can be trusted, and that has nothing to do with who’s a demon and who’s human.
Trisha knows her son is out there, and is alive. Will she be able to reunite her family?
Q. What was the inspiration for your novel?
A. While on vacation with my family in Florida in 2005 I wrote 100,000 words of an uncompleted novel based vaguely on this theme. It was bloated, uninspired, and I shoved it unceremoniously into the proverbial trunk. I didn’t think of it again until I was watching Breaking Bad recently. Something about the storyline where Jesse starts dating the woman with the little boy made me think of these characters. I like writing about people who aren’t squeaky clean, who have a nasty past that haunts them. Stolen Away has shades of True Romance and Supernatural.
Q. How long have you been writing fiction?
A. I’ve pretty much been writing fiction forever. Before I could write, I used to dictate stories to my mom. I focused on creative writing at the University of Maine, walking the same halls as Stephen King. I started selling work after I started graduate classes at Seton Hill University, where I got my MFA in Writing Popular Fiction. I have several short stories published in various magazines and anthologies.
Q. Where have you previously published your fiction?
A. My first novel Trinity and novella “Sacrifice Island” are available now from DarkFuse. Later this year they will publish a second novella, “Woman in White”. I’ve published in a variety of shorter markets, including Midnight Echo, the official magazine of the Australian Horror Writers Association; Wicked Tales, the Journal of the New England Horror Writers (vol. 3); and the Horror Library Volume 5.
Q. Who are your influences?
A. As a writer, I read a lot. Like, a lot. My first literary love was Michael Crichton. I fell madly in love with Jurassic Park, and after that devoured everything by him at the time. Andromeda Strain, Sphere, Congo…I read everything I could get my hands on. I moved on to pretty much everything Dean Koontz had written up to the mid 90’s, then I fell in love again. The writer who has been my single biggest influence is Stephen King. I feel his gift for bringing realistic characters to life and depicting Americana is unsurpassed in any genre, but especially horror. Books don’t often deeply scare me, but his novella Big Driver gave me nightmares. My favorite novel is the much underrated The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon—I love the blending of hallucination and reality, and the wasp face of the God of the Lost. I don’t think anyone will ever write a coming of age tale like The Body, and every coming of age story (of which there are many in the horror genre) pales in its shadow.
Q. What is your writing process like?
A. My favorite quote is “don’t get it right, get it written.” I am a chronic pants-er, and like to vomit out an exploratory first draft. Then I make an outline, and in red I note all the things I want to change, and in blue I make my additions. I’m very quantity driven, so tools like Write or Die or word wars with friends inspire me. I’ve done NaNoWriMo for several years, but I tend to look at it as a palate cleanser, and have never revised or published any of the products. I try to engage my writing daily (though that doesn’t always happen), either with new material, edits, or something to stay connected with the work.
Q. What are you most excited about with this novel in particular, i.e. what was shocking or surprisingly to you while you were writing it?
A. This novel is the only book where I’ve ever truly felt like nothing more than a conduit for the story. I had several 10,000 word days, a feat I haven’t managed before or since. Maybe it’s because I’d already done so much of the writing back in 2005, maybe the characters just spoke to me. An awesome writing experience, and a very easy editing experience.
Q. How do you define horror?
A. Goodness, what a question. Horror is an emotion more than a genre…it finds itself across all the different types of stories. It’s ancient, and omnipresent, the old myths and legends put today’s splatterpunk and torture porn to shame. Horror is the feeling you get when your animal brain perks up, and something deep down inside identifies I’m not safe. Sometimes even when I’m reading a mediocre novel there will be moments where I get that tiny thrill. In a solid horror novel, or a good movie, the sensation can feel exhausting and wonderful at the same time.
Q. What scares you both in real life and in fiction?
A. Though I grew up in fairly rural New England and love hiking and camping, the woods scare me. It’s part of what I love about The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, that sensation of being lost in the wilderness, which really freaks me out. Anything could be out there, man. I’m not afraid of reasonable things like bears. I’m afraid of demons like the God of the Lost or the Outsider, nasty inhuman things slinking around in the trees. I love reading about them, and when camping, when I have to pee in the middle of the night and the bathrooms are a quarter mile away, I think of them a lot.
Q. What's next on the to-write list?
A. I’m currently much of the way through a novel about Skunk Apes and a teenage prostitute. Will I ever finish it? Will it ever see the light of day? The world may never know…
Author bio: If it screams, squelches, or bleeds, Kristin Dearborn has probably written about it. She revels in comments like “But you look so normal…how do you come up with that stuff?” A life-long New Englander, she aspires to the footsteps of the local masters, Messrs. King and Lovecraft. When not writing or rotting her brain with cheesy horror flicks (preferably creature features!) she can be found scaling rock cliffs or zipping around Vermont on a motorcycle, or gallivanting around the globe.
Twitter:
https://twitter.com/narfnitsirk
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/KristinDearbornAuthor
Website:
www.kristindearborn.com
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
REDRUM FLOWS THROUGH MADHOUSE
I'm happy to announce that I will be a Guest of Honor (along with Chuck Palahniuk, Michael Knost, Lisa Morton, Rena Mason, Shane McKenzie, John FD Taft, and many more) at next year's Stanley Hotel Writer's Retreat in Estes Park, Colorado.
Registration is officially open, so bring your creativity, your favorite ghost stories, and your imaginary friend who lives in your finger....but leave the axe at home, okay? We don't need a repeat of that whole Torrance thing that happened in the 70s...
*smirks
Hope to see you there!
Registration is officially open, so bring your creativity, your favorite ghost stories, and your imaginary friend who lives in your finger....but leave the axe at home, okay? We don't need a repeat of that whole Torrance thing that happened in the 70s...
*smirks
Hope to see you there!
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
THE MADHOUSE COLLECTS NIGHTMARES
DON'T LOOK UNDER YOUR BED...
The Madhouse is under the covers this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed poet, Christina Sng, for her poetry manuscript, A Collection of Nightmares. This collection is set to debut in late-2016, and it's a dark little beast that explores the horrors of the physical, fantastical and psychological worlds both around us... and inside us.
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Christina to give you a sneak peak into her process, her influences, and how her manuscript came to be.
The title is "A Collection of Nightmares". The name came about unexpectedly. I've always put pieces of myself into my dark poems – things that haunt me, hurt me, scar me beyond repair – my nightmares. One night at 4am, as I picked up my poems lining the floor in A5 sheets of paper, it struck me that I was collating a collection of nightmares.
Bio:
Christina Sng is a poet, writer, and an occasional toymaker. She is a two-time Rhysling nominee and her poetry has received several Honorable Mentions in the Year’s Best Fantasy and Horror. In her free time, she plays the ukulele, dreams of exploring the Andromeda Galaxy, and carves out new worlds in longhand, imbibing an aromatic cup of tea.
Website: http://www.christinasng.com
Twitter: @christinasng
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ christinasng
The Madhouse is under the covers this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed poet, Christina Sng, for her poetry manuscript, A Collection of Nightmares. This collection is set to debut in late-2016, and it's a dark little beast that explores the horrors of the physical, fantastical and psychological worlds both around us... and inside us.
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Christina to give you a sneak peak into her process, her influences, and how her manuscript came to be.
1. What is the title of your collection and how
did you come up with the name?
The title is "A Collection of Nightmares". The name came about unexpectedly. I've always put pieces of myself into my dark poems – things that haunt me, hurt me, scar me beyond repair – my nightmares. One night at 4am, as I picked up my poems lining the floor in A5 sheets of paper, it struck me that I was collating a collection of nightmares.
2. What was the inspiration for your collection
overall?
Life is the inspiration for my collection. I
have this passive-aggressive relationship with it where it loves to land gut
punches on me one minute, then soothes me with a song and English mint
chocolates. Very dysfunctional. It's an insane roller coaster ride.
3. How long have you been writing poetry? What
is your background with it in terms of education, experience, etc.
I wrote my first poem when I was about 5. It
consisted of a group of friends with rhyming names making a trip to the market,
which says a lot about what I was preoccupied with as a child.
In school, we hardly read any poetry. We read
Shakespeare, which frightened everyone off literature except for the posturing
and acting that came with studying the Great Bard. That, we all enjoyed.
Particularly, the soliloquies and the costumes.
In college, my English teacher taught us
poetry. She liked my dark poems and encouraged me to write more. Probably
thought it was safer for the world.
After graduation, I studied poetry on my own,
reading literary poets like Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, and Emily Dickinson. I
fell in love with how utterly concise and perfectly encapsulated a poem is. In
2000, I began submitting my poetry after gathering a body of work.
4. Where have you previously published your
poetry?
My poems have appeared in print and online
venues such as Apex Magazine, Dreams and Nightmares, Grievous Angel, Mythic
Delirium, New Myths, Outposts of Beyond, Space & Time, Spectral Realms,
Star*Line, and Tales of the Talisman, amongst others.
5. Who are your influences?
Sylvia Plath is still my strongest influence.
Everything about poetry I've learnt from her. I love the way she used metaphors
and imagery, her exacting structure which I admire and emulate, and how she
poured every bit of herself into her work. Each poem is a construction of
technical genius and an artistic masterpiece.
6. What is your writing process like?
Before the kids came along, I would give myself
an hour, get comfortable, open my notebook, and stay put till I wrote 5 poems.
I began with an image or a word or an idea or a memory and the poem just flowed
from there.
Now, after kids and perpetually tired from a
decade of sleep deprivation, I confess to being more zombie than human -- the
Warm Bodies type, not the Z Nation ones in all their marvelous varieties. It is
hard to focus and concentrate, so I've turned to writing short poems on the go
or stealing quiet moments when the children are preoccupied. About once a week,
I try to clear some physical and mental space to write like I used to. It's
rarely 5 poems at a single sitting these days. 3 on a lucky day. 1 with enough
coffee.
7. What are you most excited about with this
collection in particular, i.e. what was shocking or surprisingly to you while
you were writing it?
Few things shock or surprise me anymore, except
for some of the stuff on ViralNova.
I'm really excited because this will be my
first full length poetry collection, gathering every dark poem I love and am
proud of into a single book. It's been a long journey and I am very happy my
poems are now coming together to nest.
Bio:
Christina Sng is a poet, writer, and an occasional toymaker. She is a two-time Rhysling nominee and her poetry has received several Honorable Mentions in the Year’s Best Fantasy and Horror. In her free time, she plays the ukulele, dreams of exploring the Andromeda Galaxy, and carves out new worlds in longhand, imbibing an aromatic cup of tea.
Website: http://www.christinasng.com
Twitter: @christinasng
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/
Wednesday, August 26, 2015
THE MADHOUSE GOES TO THE ALTAR
HERE COMES THE BRIDE...
The Madhouse is at the altar this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed poets, Jim and Janice Leach, for their collaborative poetry collection, Till Death: The Horrors and Happy Afters of a Long Relationship. This collection is set to debut in mid-2016 and it details the ups and downs of a 32-year marriage as these poets talk fear, romance, and sex with no boundaries, limits, or filter.
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Jim and Janice to give you a sneak peak into their process, their influences, and how their manuscript came to be.
Jan: It’s not for kids.
Jan: Awww. Me too.
Jim: Oh, oh, oh and another
influence, not just to this collection but to our marriage has got to be the
Addams Family. Specifically Gomez and Morticia, that utter insane amor fati. “Tish,
you spoke French…”
Jan: But this isn’t technically the first poetry “work” we’ve co-written. (smirk)
Jan: So we gave each other assignments and topics as well as dares and deadlines. We exchanged poems at the early draft stage, and we revised each other’s work far more than we have done previously. We’ve written together for years. We run two websites together and most of that writing is collaborative. But’s that’s nonfiction. Poetry is a different animal however.
Jim: I tend to be more formal, or at least formally-flavored. But Janice has a more free spirit (grin).
Jan: The poems that resulted are a nifty blend of our styles and preoccupations.
Jim: Writing this book has changed my writing process, probably permanently.
Jim: That’s true, and what was surprising to me was how much tenderness and love kept popping up in the work. I mean, none of it is going on a Valentine’s Day card… but there’s a lot of romance.
Jan: And sex.
Jim: Boy howdy is there sex!
Jan: But that’s not shocking. You don’t stay married for 33 years just to fight.
which is celebrates Midwest Snob Horror. He also contributes to the site 20 Minute Garden. com which suggests another of his other interests. His work has most recently appeared in Daily Science Fiction, Hellnotes, and the HWA Poetry Showcase II. He collects masks, brews his own beer, and lives with his childhood sweetheart in a lightly haunted house in Ann Arbor, Michigan.
Jim’s Instagram: @GrimGnome13
Jim’s Pinterest: Cosmognome
Jim’s website: http://jamesfrederickleach.com
Jim’s facebook: https://www.facebook.com/jim.leach
Jan’s facebook: https://www.facebook.com/janice.s.leach
The Madhouse is at the altar this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed poets, Jim and Janice Leach, for their collaborative poetry collection, Till Death: The Horrors and Happy Afters of a Long Relationship. This collection is set to debut in mid-2016 and it details the ups and downs of a 32-year marriage as these poets talk fear, romance, and sex with no boundaries, limits, or filter.
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Jim and Janice to give you a sneak peak into their process, their influences, and how their manuscript came to be.
1. What is the title of your
collection and how did you come up with the name?
Jan: “Til Death” is that super
creepy line from traditional marriage vows that brings up mortality right in
the middle of a wedding celebration, like it’s the best possible outcome for a
relationship. “The Horrors and Happy Afters” part is our attempt to be honest
about what comes before that “blessed” conclusion. Relationships are not easy
or fun all the time. We’ve survived some hellish times together, some that have
come our way and some that we’ve caused.
Jim: Our poems explore the “Happy
Afters,” not the “Happily Ever Afters” because the bad days just keep coming
(chuckle). There should almost be a PG-13 sticker on this book. It’s not a
pastel fairy tale. There are some really dark themes and let’s say “coarse
language.” But that’s what a marriage is like.
Jan: It’s not for kids.
Jim: Oh what sweet irony there.
Janice and I were married when we were 19, when we were kids. We had no idea
what the FUCK we were getting ourselves into. To me the phrase “‘Til Death”
also relates to something I realized only recently. Nothing, absolutely nothing
in my life has consumed more attention and work than this marriage. Our
relationship is quite literally, my magnum opus, my life’s great work.
Jan: Awww. Me too.
2. What was the inspiration
for your collection overall?
Jim: One of the
inspirations, for me at least, is the album “Shoot Out the Lights” by Richard
and Linda Thompson. The songs alternate between the two songwriters, each one
sharing about how hard it is to live with the other person. But the very last
song on the disc is “Wall of Death,” a song they sing together in tight
harmony.
Jan: You know what a “Wall of
Death” is, right? It’s that caged motorcycle sideshow stunt, where the driver
steers the bike and the rider stands up on the seat, balancing while they ride
around and around. It’s showy and thrilling because it’s dangerous!
Jim: The point of the song -- and
the record, I think -- is that it is incredibly difficult to live with another
person for an extended period of time, but despite those perils, the thrills
are worth the risks. It’s the most interesting thing you can imagine doing with
your life, so you choose to ride on the wall of death together. The irony is
that was the last record they made together before their divorce.
Jan: “Wall of Death” was actually
our theme song for a while.
Jim: From the very beginning, we’ve
had one song or another that sort of sums up how our relationship is going. The
first one, I think, was “Stay with Me” by Genesis, back before they sucked.
Jan: You’re so judgey.
Jim: For a good chunk of time it
was “In Spite of Ourselves,” a duet by John Prine and Iris DeMent. “Have You
Seen the Stars Tonight?” by the Jefferson Airplane...What are other ones, dear?
Jan: Most recently it was Muse’s “Madness”
because holy fuck, our lives were pure madness at that point. And that’s a really cool song too because it
brings out the seductive side of madness. Who would want to walk away from that
excitement? But we also started this collection around our anniversary last
year, like wouldn’t it be cool to collect 32 poems about us--
Jim:-- One for every year--
Jan: --And it grew from there. At
first the number seemed too big, but then, it was too small. We had too much to
say.
Jan: Our home decorations have rather
an Addams family vibe. A morbid-chic, vampire-whorehouse / mortician-hoarder
thang.
Jim: Indeed.
3. How long have you been
writing poetry? What is your background with it in terms of education,
experience, etc.
Jan: I’ve written poetry all my
life. There’s juvenalia in the file cabinet that probably should be shredded,
but given my filing system, no one is in danger of uncovering it. I wrote the
first poems that I am still pleased with as an undergraduate at the University
of Michigan.
Jim: Yeah, Janice was always the
poet in our relationship. I always felt like the amateur--
Jan:-- the nubile apprentice--
Jim: So to speak, yes. I also
took poetry writing classes at University of Michigan, but I always considered
myself the playwright of the team.
Jan: Every marriage needs a
playwright, right?
Jim: At least to script the
arguments. But seriously, Janice won an award for her poetry. An Undergraduate
Hopwood Award which was a moderately big deal, right?
Jan: Aww, you remember! The award
was a confidence booster for sure. What’s also funny though was the number of
poems we were both able to pull from the archives-- so secretly Jim’s been a
poet all along too.
Jim: We were both English majors,
and poetry has just been part of what we do. Rather frequently, when we have
folks over for drinks, there’s a point late in the evening when everybody
starts quoting their favorite poems, like a nerd rap battle.
4. Where have you previously
published your poetry?
Jim: You really want that sad
litany of dead literary magazines?
Jan: We could just say “We’ve
published in select venues.” (grin) Seriously though, we’ve had poetry
published in cool places like Grimcorps, Necrotic Tissue, Quick
Shivers, Christianity and Literature, Daughters of Sarah, the Old West Side
News, and the Huron River Review...
Recently, Jim had his poem “Flora and Fauna” accepted in the HWA Poetry
Showcase, so that’s cool.
Jim: I’m absurdly proud of that
poem. It’s about werewolves in spring… sort of.
Jan: But this isn’t technically the first poetry “work” we’ve co-written. (smirk)
Jim: Egad, you don’t really want
to bring that up...
Jan: When Jim was working at a
photocopy shop back when we were first married, we made a xeroxed chapbook
which we passed off as cheap Christmas gifts.
Jim: Let’s just say that’s a real
collector’s item.
5. Who are your influences?
Jan: I enjoy poets who explore the domestic realm, among other topics. Long time favorites of mine include Jane Kenyon and Molly Peacock as well as Margaret Avison and Edna St Vincent Millay.
Jim: I know the poets I like reading; I don’t know exactly how they’ve influenced me. Baudelaire and William Burroughs. Carolyn Forché and Sylvia Plath, Jim Daniels and David Budbill, Wendell Berry and John Donne. Paul Celan and Rilke. Oh, and Eminem and Stevie Wonder. And Ginsberg and Patti Smith.
6. What is your writing
process like?
Jan: Well, we did something different with this collection.
Jim: That’s right. We approached it from the beginning knowing the pieces would have to fit together, that it would be a whole work
Jan: So we gave each other assignments and topics as well as dares and deadlines. We exchanged poems at the early draft stage, and we revised each other’s work far more than we have done previously. We’ve written together for years. We run two websites together and most of that writing is collaborative. But’s that’s nonfiction. Poetry is a different animal however.
Jim: I tend to be more formal, or at least formally-flavored. But Janice has a more free spirit (grin).
Jan: The poems that resulted are a nifty blend of our styles and preoccupations.
Jim: Writing this book has changed my writing process, probably permanently.
7. What are you most excited
about with this collection in particular, i.e. what was shocking or surprising
to you while you were writing it?
Jan: Purposefully writing “not nice poems” was incredibly liberating for me. We made a pact to go deep and be candid even about the most painful topics. The context of this collection gave me permission to delve into my dark side, into our dark side.
Jim: Exactly, sort of like good therapy. Writing this book was a relatively safe playground for us to work through some pretty dark shit.
Jan: But you’re generally more comfortable with darker themes.
Jim: That’s true, and what was surprising to me was how much tenderness and love kept popping up in the work. I mean, none of it is going on a Valentine’s Day card… but there’s a lot of romance.
Jan: And sex.
Jim: Boy howdy is there sex!
Jan: But that’s not shocking. You don’t stay married for 33 years just to fight.
Stalk the Authors:
Websites:
- http://dailynightmare.com which celebrates Midwest Snob Horror. Jim writes as “Doktor Leech the Leech Doktor” and Janice as “Elsa L.”
- http://20minutegarden.com which is about urban simplicty, DIY culture and the remarkable amount of stuff that can be accomplished in 20 minutes a day.
Jim’s Instagram: @GrimGnome13
Jim’s Pinterest: Cosmognome
Jim’s website: http://jamesfrederickleach.com
Jim’s facebook: https://www.facebook.com/jim.leach
Janice Leach is a master gardener and professional pie baker who credits her 1st grade teacher with kindling her love of writing. She and her tinker soulmate live in Ann Arbor and raise a rollicking kitchen garden near a 100 year old lilac. She edits Quick Shivers, an annual anthology of 100 word stories based on nightmares for Cosmonomic Multimedia and is a contributing editor to dailynightmare.com and 20minutegarden.com.
Janice’s Twitter: @JanArbor
Jan’s Pinterest: janarborJan’s facebook: https://www.facebook.com/janice.s.leach
Monday, August 24, 2015
Dear Diary—I’m tired and that’s okay.
I can remember being eight years old and writing “By
Stephanie M. Wytovich” on the spiral notebooks that I kept hidden in the back
of my closet. These were the same notebooks that I taped together before I went
to college, and the same notebooks I burned shortly after beginning my freshmen
year. Those books held my secrets, my heart, and my most personal confessions,
and after a while, I knew I had to burn the past so I could build a future.
You see, I've never been the type of person who can "wing it." I don't like not having a game plan because there's too much that I want to do in life and life is already too short to not spend time doing what you love. That's not to say that I don't turn off auto-pilot every now and again, but for most of my life, I've been very strict with myself.
I double-majored in college and didn’t have the typical experience that most college students do. Instead of partying on the weekends or going bowling during the week, I stayed in my room writing and studying horror. I submitted to magazines, I watched horror movies, I aced my exams, and then on my breaks, I’d go home and work. For most of my life, I’ve had three jobs and I’ve worked too many hours while juggling too many projects, and by the time I finished my undergraduate degree, I’d had three internships, a list of publications—some of which I was even paid for—and was on my way to study renaissance art in Italy.
I drank so much coffee and pounded so many energy drinks in college that I destroyed my digestive system, and had to adjust my entire diet after my gallbladder basically exploded and had to be removed.
I've turned down vacations, I've walked away from sure-thing jobs, and I've ended relationships all because they weren't part, or refused to be a part, of the one thing I wanted more than anything in my life: writing.
You see, I've never been the type of person who can "wing it." I don't like not having a game plan because there's too much that I want to do in life and life is already too short to not spend time doing what you love. That's not to say that I don't turn off auto-pilot every now and again, but for most of my life, I've been very strict with myself.
I double-majored in college and didn’t have the typical experience that most college students do. Instead of partying on the weekends or going bowling during the week, I stayed in my room writing and studying horror. I submitted to magazines, I watched horror movies, I aced my exams, and then on my breaks, I’d go home and work. For most of my life, I’ve had three jobs and I’ve worked too many hours while juggling too many projects, and by the time I finished my undergraduate degree, I’d had three internships, a list of publications—some of which I was even paid for—and was on my way to study renaissance art in Italy.
After that—literally, as in a few days after I got off
the plane—I started graduate school. I was back at Seton Hill full-time while
working three jobs and barely sleeping. I was drinking between 10-12 cups of
coffee a day to stay awake and work, and most days, I’d fall asleep covered in
books at my writing desk. In the time it took me to write my thesis—a full-length
dark fantasy novel—I also wrote two poetry collections and started editing for
Raw Dog Screaming Press. In addition to all of this, I was applying to
university jobs, trying to find an agent, working on my CV, and genuinely, just
trying to keep my head above the water.
I've said "no" to most things, and most people, most of my life.I drank so much coffee and pounded so many energy drinks in college that I destroyed my digestive system, and had to adjust my entire diet after my gallbladder basically exploded and had to be removed.
I've turned down vacations, I've walked away from sure-thing jobs, and I've ended relationships all because they weren't part, or refused to be a part, of the one thing I wanted more than anything in my life: writing.
I didn’t get a full-time job until about eight months
after I graduated. That's eight months of feeling defeated, depressed, and completely at war with myself for giving up everything. I had a 70k + bill looking at me straight in the face, my car gave its last breath, and I still had to come home to my parent's house every day and live in a room that I outgrew seven years ago. When I got the job offer at Carlow, I accepted, packed my bags and moved out, all while doing my best
to take care of myself while still working three jobs in addition to editing
and writing. Let’s not even take into consideration that I was licking my
wounds through all of this after a particularly brutal summer on my heart...
But now after all that time:
- My novel has sold
- I’m teaching at Seton Hill and Carlow University.
- And I have a full-time job that lets me live a life that for the past 10 years, I didn’t allow myself to have.
And you know what? I’m finally happy--blissfully so--but I'm tired. And I’m allowed to be
tired. I didn’t allow myself to really sleep for ten years because I worked my
ass off trying to independently build a life for myself, and now that I’m
finally settled and happy and working on goals and publications with a creative
freedom that brings me joy instead of stress, for the first time in my life, I’m
taking care of me. I don’t want to live a stressed-out life anymore.
No more three-job tango. No more anxiety. No more four travel mugs of coffee for breakfast. No more fear for when the student loan bill comes in. No
more chain smoking at 3 a.m. to stay awake or crying in the bathroom because I only got two hours of sleep the night before and it physically hurts to stay awake....No. For the first time, I want and can
have a little bit of peace and stability in my life. And you know how I’m going
to do it?
By going to bed at 10 o’clock.
And not giving a single fuck about it.
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
THE MADHOUSE TURNS THE LIGHTS DOWN
Shhhh....
The Madhouse lurks in the shadows this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed author/poet, Cynthia Pelayo, for her poetry collection, Poems of My Night. This collection is set to debut in mid-2016, and is a mixture of the dark and the haunted, the romantic and the imaginative.
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Cynthia to give you a sneak peak into her process, her influences, and how Poems of My Night came to be. You can also find her on Twitter (@cinapelayo) and on her website: www.cinapelayo.com
Cynthia (cina)
Pelayo’s first novel Santa Muerte (Post Mortem Press, 2012) is an
International Latino Book Award winner in the category of Young Adult Fiction. The
sequel, Santa Muerte: The Missing, will be released in 2016. Pelayo is
also the owner and publisher of Burial Day Books. Her short stories have appeared in The
Horror Zine, Danse Macabre, MicroHorror, Seedpod Publishing, Static Movement,
Flashes in the Dark, among other
publications. Her nonfiction work has appeared in Gozamos, Time Out, Extra Bilingual News, Venus Zine, FNews, Atlas Obscura, and The Richest. She lives in Chicago with her husband and her son.
The Madhouse lurks in the shadows this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed author/poet, Cynthia Pelayo, for her poetry collection, Poems of My Night. This collection is set to debut in mid-2016, and is a mixture of the dark and the haunted, the romantic and the imaginative.
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Cynthia to give you a sneak peak into her process, her influences, and how Poems of My Night came to be. You can also find her on Twitter (@cinapelayo) and on her website: www.cinapelayo.com
1.
What is the title
of your collection and how did you come up with the name?
The collection is called Poems of My Night. The collection is a
response to a collection of poems by Argentine short story writer and poet Jorge
Luis Borges called Poems of the Night.
Borges was born in 1899 and died in 1986. He’s well known for his collection Ficciones, his literary criticisms, and
his stories of mirrors, labyrinths, dreams and libraries. I took each of
Borges’ poems in that collection, as well as beyond, and responded to each
poem. I suppose it’s my one-sided conversation with Borges. Borges was fearful
of reflections, his own especially. I suppose, in a way, this is me holding a
mirror up to Borges who holds a mirror up to me.
2.
What
was the inspiration for your collection overall?
My father. Chicago. Inner city life.
Horror. Fear. Borges’ Poems of the Night
deals with themes of death, blindness, darkness, and fear. Borges went blind in
later life, and my father lost sight in one eye after a second stroke. I was
terrified by the possible loss of my father, and each day I live with this fear
that one day he will not be able to see me, because of his failing sight.
Thinking back to Borges and mirrors, I’m believe I’m my father’s mirror in a
sense, all children are. My father came to live in inner city Chicago in the
60s and this city it doesn’t just get under your skin it consumes you. I can’t
shake this city away from me. It’s a horrible place sometimes, but I am who I
am because of it. I can’t shake her from me.
3.
How
long have you been writing poetry? What is your background with it in terms of
education, experience, etc.
I’ve been a published journalist since senior
year in high school, so almost 20 years. I remember writing poetry then and my
teachers being horrified over my poetry. One teacher, Mrs. Grinnage, took me
aside and told me “This is very dark,” and it was her way of telling me not to
do it anymore, and I stopped. I felt
like I had done something bad. Looking back, I don’t think she was upset with
me, I think what I wrote just genuinely frightened her.
After a Bachelor of Arts in Journalism at
Columbia College I worked as a journalist. Journalism pays you, but not so much
with money. I pursued a Masters of Science in Marketing and entered the field
of marketing research. I still wrote journalism, writing about inner city
crime. After arriving to a highly charged scene, where the police had shot and
killed a former gang banger I decided I couldn’t do it anymore. Maybe I got
PTSD from it all, but I just couldn’t interview another homeless youth, or gang
banger, or arrive to another scene where yet another kid was dead.
I decided to revise my writing and become
more of a creative non-fiction writer. I pursued a Master of Fine Arts at The
School of the Art Institute of Chicago where I hoped to write creative
journalism. While there my writing kept going into fiction, and I was not a
fiction writer at that time, but ultimately my writing told me I was a fiction
writer, a horror fiction writer and a poet.
I still write articles, but they are more
creative pieces. My main focus, in terms of my writing, is on my fiction and
poetry.
4.
Where
have you previously published your poetry?
My fiction and poetry has appeared in the Horror Zine, Danse Macabre, Seedpod
Publishing, Flashes in the Dark,
Blood Moon Rising, Micro Horror and more.
My novel, Santa
Muerte, was published by Post Mortem Press in 2012 and the sequel is
scheduled for a 2016 release.
5.
Who
are your influences?
We horror writers and poets are all children of Edgar
Allan Poe, so of course the father. I’m heavily influenced by Borges, and
Borges was influenced by Poe. A few other influences include Emily Dickinson,
Emily Bronte, Mary Shelley, Federico Garcia Lorca, H.P. Lovecraft, Ray
Bradbury, Shirley Jackson, Angela Carter, Carlos Fuentes, Agatha Christie,
Junot Diaz, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Neil Gaiman, and Studs Terkel.
6.
What
is your writing process like?
I have a two-year-old so writing only
happens when he is asleep. It’s difficult for me to write with noise in the
background. I prefer it to be completely quiet. So I write either very early or
very late. I outline, somewhat. My outlines are sparse and I tweak them as I
go. I can finish a first draft fairly quickly but I edit quite a bit, going
though several versions before I’m happy with a project to submit.
7.
What
are you most excited about with this collection in particular, i.e. what was
shocking or surprisingly to you while you were writing it?
Of all that I have written this is the most personal. I
didn’t intend it to be, but that just happened. In this work you will find me,
you will find my father and mother and their history, you will find the despair
of this city, and some of it’s black history as well. Of course you’ll find gaunt-faced
ghosts, the devil and death. I’ve spent many nights sitting outside in this
city, looking at people, watching and wondering who they are and what are their
stories. There is good here, and wonder and beauty, but this can be a difficult
place to live. I’m lulled to sleep at night by shouts and sirens, cries and
gunshots. This is my inner city home however, this wonderful and sometimes
terrifying place full of good and evil.
Author Bio:
Tuesday, August 11, 2015
There's a fistfight in the madhouse!
DING-DING!
The Madhouse is in the boxing ring this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed author/poet, Matt Betts, for his poetry collection, Underwater Fistfight. This collection is set to debut in early 2016 and is a mixture of SF, Fantasy, and Horror. It will tug on the [bizarre] heart strings of monster fans and siren hunters alike, so if you're up for a battle of oceanic wit served with some tidal waves of dark humor, then this is a collection not to be missed!
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Matt to give you a sneak peak into this process, his influences, and how Underwater Fistfight came to be.
Twitter: @Betts_Matt
The Madhouse is in the boxing ring this week, as we at Raw Dog Screaming Press are happy to announce that we've signed author/poet, Matt Betts, for his poetry collection, Underwater Fistfight. This collection is set to debut in early 2016 and is a mixture of SF, Fantasy, and Horror. It will tug on the [bizarre] heart strings of monster fans and siren hunters alike, so if you're up for a battle of oceanic wit served with some tidal waves of dark humor, then this is a collection not to be missed!
Want more? Here's a interview that I did with Matt to give you a sneak peak into this process, his influences, and how Underwater Fistfight came to be.
1.
What is the title
of your collection and how did you come up with the name?
The new collection is called Underwater Fistfight. I’d really loved that title for a long time
for some reason, but could never write quite the right piece for it. I’d always
intended it to become a metaphor for the struggle to create poetry. A poem to illustrate
the difficulty in creating viable art, but I couldn’t make it work? Imagine! Early
on, I tried to conjure the images of the undersea battle in the James Bond film
Thunderball, and the strange battle between the undead and a shark in the movie
Zombi 2.There were spear guns, bubbles, fish. Kelp? There may have been kelp.
Just couldn’t make it as fun as I saw it all in my mind. So it ended up as a
pseudo-educational introduction to the collection as well as the title.
2.
What was the
inspiration for your collection overall?
I’m a pop culture junkie and I’ve always loved science
fiction, fantasy and horror. Underwater
Fistfight is kind of my thank you to all those amazing directors, actors,
writers and creators that made such amazing films as the original Godzilla, The
Blob, Them! and others. Growing up, it was a labor to get to watch them. Way
back then, with no cable or internet TV, we had to rely on whatever the TV
antenna would pick up. There were maybe three channels we could get normally,
but if we adjusted the antenna just right, we could pick up channels out of
Detroit, Ft. Wayne, Dayton and Columbus. Of course, they could still turn
blurry and fade out, turning snowy at the worst possible times. Certain
stations had a monster feature on weekends and that was the only way for me to
see so many of those old movies. I have fond memories of that struggle to find
the odd and the unusual, and they show up in my work.
3.
How long have you
been writing poetry? What is your background with it in terms of education,
experience, etc.
I’ve been writing poetry for about 12 years or so. I
took a few classes way back in college, but I didn’t really receive the
encouragement I needed at that point. I was trying to branch out from what we
were learning in class and the professor was not really interested in the forms
or subject matter that made me interested in poetry, namely horror and sci-fi.
Believe me, I know at that point I wasn’t writing any classics, but I enjoyed
stretching beyond what was handed to us in class. When we did critique
sessions, I remember getting a good reaction from the other students to what I
was doing, but I just couldn’t get the professor to give me any sort of
direction.
I gave up writing altogether for a number of years,
both fiction and poetry. It wasn’t until I moved to Columbus and joined a
writing group that I really got serious about it again. I read a lot more of
the classics, picked up some ideas from conferences I attended and I went to
readings. At one point, I was co-hosting a monthly poetry reading at one of the
libraries.
It wasn’t until I attended a conference here in
Columbus that I learned that speculative poetry was a viable form of the art.
It was a revelation to me that I could write poetry and flash that dealt with
monsters, robots and other themes I enjoy. I also love to work humor into my
poetry and fiction. I find it’s an effective way of getting a message across in
a sneaky way. I really hadn’t felt that comfortable trying to use humor in
poetry before that. Really that conference opened up a whole new world for me.
4.
Where have you
previously published your poetry?
My work has appeared in Star*Line, Kaleidotrope,
Illumen, Dreams & Nightmares, The Rhysling Anthology, Ghostlight, The Book
of Tentacles, Red River Review and a few others. I self-published my first
collection of poetry, See No Evil, Say No
Evil a few years back and it was picked up by Alliteration Ink.
5.
Who are your
influences?
You know, there are a lot of poets that I really
enjoy. Some I like to read, some I really prefer to listen to when they perform
their own work. But I think one of my favorites is former Poet Laureate Billy
Collins. I think what I love about him is that he makes his work seem
incredibly easy. When I first started writing fiction back in college, I loved
Stephen King because his stories seemed so simple, so easy to write. Same goes
for Collins. Their work seems so homespun and light, that I assumed I’d be able
to do it immediately. Not true (in the case of King or Collins) unfortunately They
both have a careful measure of what they’re doing and how each word or image
will impact their reader. It’s hard work to get everyone to follow you where
you want them to go. It takes work to seem that effortless.
I was introduced to Russell Edson’s work at Bowling
Green’s Winter Wheat conference years ago, and I really fell in love with his style
and weirdness.
Other influences? Well, I mentioned that my eyes were
opened to new possibilities in poetry at a conference. I’d be remiss if I
didn’t mention Mike Arnzen and Timons Esaias were the ones that gave me that
shove. They both write amazing poetry, and Arnzen is the poster child for
gleeful creepiness. Bruce Boston accepted my poem, Godzilla’s Better Half, for a
Star*Lines prose poetry issue, and it later went on to be nominated for a
Rhysling Award. He’s had an amazing career with a number of my favorite works.
6.
What is your
writing process like?
Chaos. Chaos is a process, right? I suppose it is the
way I do it. I take ideas and collect them in notebooks, on my cellphone, on
scraps of paper, etc. and I let them kind of ferment there. They take a while
to form, but one day that idea starts pushing its way out. I suddenly have to
sit down and write it immediately. Many times, that piece comes out really
close to how the final draft is going to look. In some ways, it’s a lot like my
fiction process. I’ll write a paragraph, word for word, in my head. I’ll do it
over and over so that I have each line perfectly (more or less) ready, so that
when I put it into a Word document or on paper, it’s pretty much been worked
and reworked. It’s a great way for me to reclaim commute or drive times. I
practice some line or stanza in my head until I think it’s ready. When I
finally have time to write it down, it’s well on its way to being complete.
7.
What are you most
excited about with this collection in particular, i.e. what was shocking or
surprising to you while you were writing it?
I really enjoyed putting Underwater Fistfight
together. The pieces were written over a number of years and yet I was
surprised by how some of the same themes and ideas kept cropping up in my work.
And I’m always surprised by the odd places I find inspiration, you know? There
are pieces that came from watching a Kids in the Hall sketch, from the unnamed
townsfolk in Jaws, I wrote “Notes on Ordering a Deathbot by Mail” based on a
G.I. Joe action figure, and a number of pieces were inspired by 80s cartoons.
It’s not like I set out to write pieces about them, they just happen. And I
think my best work comes naturally from the pop culture I’ve absorbed over the
years.
Author Bio: Ohio native Matt Betts grew up on a steady diet of
giant monsters, comic books, robots and horror novels. Matt’s speculative
poetry and short fiction appear in numerous anthologies and journals. He is the
author of the poetry collection See No Evil, Say No Evil, the steampunk novel Odd
Men Out and the urban fantasy Indelible Ink. Matt lives in Columbus, Ohio with
his wife and two sons.
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/mattbettswrites
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